Why do you even bother? Just give it up, let it go. You hurt us far too many times. I won't go back to you.
I loved you. I would have held you, kissed you, loved you every way because I trusted you. We trusted you. But you broke that trust and lashed out when we pulled away. You tore through us, abused our trust. And you don't understand why we want nothing to do with you? How blind can you be? You aren't stupid, so get it through your head.
You hurt me one too many times. You hurt him. And in doing so, hurt me even more.
You said he was poison. No. He isn't. He never was. You were. You were the poison and you infected us both. He isn't the same, and neither am I. I'm struggling to be who I was before, and he is struggling not to drown.
There is no antidote for you. But you can leave and stop infecting us. Take away your needles and superficial salve. Just go away, leave us alone, let us heal. We won't come back, you destroyed any chance of that.
Goodbye.













